The famous You Tuber, Maureen Waititu has come out to speak on her second suicide attempt. Speaking on her joint show with Milly Chebby, ‘This is Mamiz’ she revealed she had planned to commit suicide in her car by burning it to ashes.
“ I remember the final attempt that gave me a wake up call, I went and bought kerosene and I wanted to torch my car up. When I left the gas station Shell, it rained. It was 12 October last year, eight days before my son’s fourth birthday ,” said the mother of two.
According to her, the only thing that stopped her is the rain. She drove around waiting for the perfect moment until she returned home to her sons.
“ My worst moment is when my heart was breaking. It’s real and people don’t understand that as a mum if you are not okay, your babies are not okay. And my first born son saw me at my worst. This is September/October last year and I actually tried to take my life twice all because my heart was breaking and I was so hurt and the person I expected to be there for me and understand my pain wasn’t there for me. My kids kept me going ,” she added.
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